Why do I decide to write up a blog post whenever I have something due or FOR EXAMPLE WHEN I HAVE MY PROGRAMMING SEMESTER END EXAM TOMORROW. I’ve been coding up a few website designs for my Technical Skills Development class and I love this because I literally tune out the whole world and what are distractions for I have none. It’s just so peaceful for some few hours (no, the coding bit isn’t peaceful AT ALL its rigorous and grating and my fingers are a blur over my keyboard and my brain is scrambling) it’s just that I’m doing something that’s rewarding and it’s something I LOVE and want to do in the future. 

It just makes me forget about the world and everyone and the feeling is amazing. Makes me feel like I’m too busy and have actual goals in life (I DO. WHAT). Except now my eyes are fried because I stayed up late till 3am trying to fix the colours of my links. Makes me think.. if I dedicated myself to the things I love and actually commit myself to practicing and getting better, I wouldn’t have time to feel sorry for myself. I would be improving myself and forging the path ahead to enlightenment and glory. 

My former obsession Graphic Design… I feel like crying that I abandoned it for so long. It’s an actual passion of mine and I LOVE illustrating things. I can go 3 hours without checking the time just doing what I love. No use crying over spilled milk though. I’m here to say that I’M BACK. I’M HERE TO WHOLEHEARTEDLY SUPPORT MYSELF AND BE MY OWN MCM. I GOT MY BACK. 

The basic gist of this post is to say that youth is amazing and there is so much time to be alive. We have so much to do. Why be unoccupied with laziness when you can start being alive, jumping to do new things, abandoning them and picking up new things and learning new things every day. Immersing yourself in what you get joy in. Investing your precious time and effort into doing THINGS. THINGS. ALL THE THINGS.  

In other materialistic news, I got new lip colours. Gonna rock them .

I’m gonna get more active in my designing shebang bang. Peace.

Ahsea (Das the new way of spelling asi lol)