Hello, hello! It’s a beautiful day today. I
feel amazing. However, I’m craving bread and butter. I guess it can’t all be perfect.
Haha. School’s back in session and that means life is going to settle into a
routine. A familiar routine. I’m glad I got an opportunity to do an internship
over the holidays. I got to see the big bad world for myself. (Not too bad, I should
think.)
The first week of school is always slow and
lazy. No one wants to show up. That means me sitting all alone in a classroom waiting
to do what I came to do. I’ve had one class so far, and I’m looking forward to
carpe-diem.
If I were to describe my life at the
moment, it would be that mellow sun after a light drizzle. And a smile, I suppose.
A walk, too. Some lovely greenery. I guess I’m content lately. I’m doing a bunch
of things I had to do but never really got around to doing. I’ve grown in so
many departments.
It’s a nice feeling. I know life has its ups
and downs but for now I’m happy being in this state of mind. I’ve been doing yoga
lately. I’m not sure if I’m doing it right because for now it’s just motions. I
feel like I need to steer my life towards this natural, wholesome living. In
tune with nature. That kind of thing.
I want to start dreaming big. I’ve never
really thought about how I need to go after bigger things. Things far away in
the future. I know that I can achieve anything I set my mind out to do. I know I’ve
lost myself over the last few years but I’ve always known myself to be
head-strong and resilient.
I’m a wholesome person. I guess I know my
life has limitations but I’m willing to let those dissolve while I pursue
meaning and direction in life. There have been certain events that happened in
the last few months that have shaken me and what I stand for. It’s a welcome
change. Something subtle and yet colossal has changed within me.
It’s nice to sit down and write poetically
about myself. Because I mean, why not? It makes me feel really nice inside. I’ve
started to feel the impact of how fleeting life is. For example, I could delete
my blog in the matter of minutes. And there goes at least hours’ worth of
worrying over how perfect my blog should be. Nothing has to be perfect. We’re
all just young souls trying to find our way through the world.
Feeling like such a Yoda,
Yours always,
Asi.
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