MARCH AESTHETICS

It’s March already… you know what that means! No, you don’t. Anyway it’s the birth month of yours truly. Been blessing y’all with my cosmic presence since ’97.

March’s hex codes are inspired by this game called Monument Valley and quite honestly these colours are really trending lately. Pale blues, pastels, miasmic pinks and browns that inspire a psychedelic feeling. 

I love March. It’s my best month in all the years because duh—it’s my birthday month. So—it obviously has a significance in my life and my theme for this March is “To be independently me”. I barely have an ego when it comes to a lot of things. I got my self crushed last year I think re-building is in order. I’m putting up the construction tape—this gurl’s gonna have a make over. I need to have more self confidence and esteem. I need myself more than anyone else because let’s face it; the only person that’s gonna be with you 24/7 and forever is yourself. You’re alone in this world. I mean, it’s not like people are always going to be there for you. I’m tired of insignificant people influencing me. I’m ready to put a conscious effort to make people respect me even if it means they think I’m mean or evil. I’m leaving soon anyway. Uni, I mean. *gulp* you know the creepy thing I had that my 19^th year would be my last??? Send help.

 

This whole thing started because bruh, girls are MEAN and evil. I mean I do my best to be good to people but this one girl was such a bully! I’m not generalizing because heck—I’m a girl too. What I mean to say is that I want to be a strong, assertive girl because what the hell do I go to school for if not to just study and bust??? I have a life here at home. I blog, I read, I do graphics design. There are fan girls that LIVE off fangirling and they seem just fine. I don’t care if people want to cut themselves off from me. Your loss, buddy. BECAUSE I DON’T NEED YALL ANYWAY. Ahem.

I made an illustration. It’s supposed to be a girl all curled up and meditating and (not quite drowning) but she definitely isn’t floating. It represents finding yourself in this dark and dreary world. I think the colours are off but any-who. 

 

I’ve watched quite a few movies and TV shows this past month; and that’s saying a lot for me because I only read things; not watch them. Plus, I usually finish exactly three episodes from any season I watch. I watched a bit of BBC Sherlock and Stranger Things. They weren’t really cutting it for me. I watched Moana—which did it for me. It was amazing. Suffice to say I’ve already memorized some of the songs; even the Hawaiian ones. I also watched Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them. Now, I love me some spoilers so I watched some highlights of the movie and anyway this was without any sound because it was in uni and people were making too much noise. I was pretty sure I would hate it but I just watched it and it was actually pretty good.

 

On my post graphic I have my current read "A Conjuring of Light" and its the final installment in the Shades of Magic series by VE Schwab. Delilah Bard, people. Liar. Thief. Pirate. All I strive to be in life. Wait what. No. But she's got sass?? She's awesome. And likes knives. 

 

That's it for this post, avocahoes (see what i did there?). This post actually marinated for 3 days wow. And it's pretty lame but I'm gonna work harder??? Who can tell.